1 00:00:01,012 --> 00:00:02,038 Fred, stop! 2 00:00:02,039 --> 00:00:04,019 Previously on The Handmaid's Tale... 3 00:00:04,044 --> 00:00:06,007 You let them do that to Serena. 4 00:00:06,008 --> 00:00:07,660 We all have our roles to play. 5 00:00:07,661 --> 00:00:10,119 Serena needed to be reminded of hers. 6 00:00:10,144 --> 00:00:11,602 Did you try to find me? 7 00:00:11,627 --> 00:00:13,065 I tried so hard. 8 00:00:13,066 --> 00:00:14,635 Why didn't you try harder? 9 00:00:15,213 --> 00:00:16,325 What did you do? 10 00:00:16,326 --> 00:00:19,848 I did what was best for my child. 11 00:00:19,849 --> 00:00:21,205 You're getting out of Gilead. 12 00:00:21,206 --> 00:00:22,319 Have a nice life! 13 00:00:22,344 --> 00:00:23,627 Don't get caught! 14 00:00:23,651 --> 00:00:25,368 You gave her to a murderer! 15 00:00:29,063 --> 00:00:30,434 I sent her away, Fred. 16 00:00:30,435 --> 00:00:31,797 It was my choice. 17 00:00:31,798 --> 00:00:33,392 I drove you to desperation. 18 00:00:36,062 --> 00:00:37,270 It's the Handmaid. 19 00:00:37,975 --> 00:00:39,305 You're sweet on her, aren't you? 20 00:00:39,306 --> 00:00:40,962 It's dangerous, my friend. 21 00:00:41,263 --> 00:00:42,962 - You're helping her escape? - Yes. 22 00:00:42,987 --> 00:00:44,447 She just needs a safe place to wait. 23 00:00:44,472 --> 00:00:45,647 It's your funeral. 24 00:00:45,648 --> 00:00:46,822 Come on! 25 00:00:46,847 --> 00:00:49,227 Women like you are like children. 26 00:00:49,252 --> 00:00:52,157 Asking for too much, taking whatever you want. 27 00:00:52,182 --> 00:00:53,710 Damn the consequences. 28 00:00:53,711 --> 00:00:54,893 Who's in the basement? 29 00:00:54,894 --> 00:00:55,902 Just Beth. 30 00:00:55,903 --> 00:00:57,211 We saw a rat. 31 00:00:57,236 --> 00:00:59,072 - She screamed. - That's a lie. 32 00:00:59,097 --> 00:01:01,901 I knew it was mistake taking you in. 33 00:01:03,931 --> 00:01:05,246 Clean it up. 34 00:01:15,375 --> 00:01:17,875 ♪ The Handmaid's Tale 3x03 ♪ Watch Out 35 00:01:17,900 --> 00:01:22,900 - Synced and corrected by 71 00:03:24,026 --> 00:03:25,258 Does he like me? 72 00:03:26,844 --> 00:03:28,110 Will he keep me? 73 00:03:28,862 --> 00:03:30,011 Am I safe here?" 74 00:03:36,252 --> 00:03:37,433 Cora wasn't. 75 00:03:37,809 --> 00:03:38,970 Blessed be the fruit. 76 00:03:41,218 --> 00:03:42,306 May the Lord open. 77 00:03:44,923 --> 00:03:46,724 Got the groceries. Anything else I can do? 78 00:03:46,749 --> 00:03:47,801 I got it. 79 00:03:50,883 --> 00:03:53,251 Could you plate the pastries, please? 80 00:03:53,252 --> 00:03:54,274 No problem. 81 00:03:55,686 --> 00:03:57,053 Why are they coming here? 82 00:03:57,054 --> 00:03:58,254 I don't know. 83 00:03:58,655 --> 00:04:01,526 My old Commander said Lawrence won't go to meetings. 84 00:04:01,803 --> 00:04:03,723 They want to talk to him, they have to come here. 85 00:04:04,561 --> 00:04:05,877 That's how powerful he is. 86 00:04:05,878 --> 00:04:06,899 Hmm. 87 00:04:06,900 --> 00:04:08,004 Thanks for the insight. 88 00:04:10,234 --> 00:04:11,768 Oh! 89 00:04:11,769 --> 00:04:12,793 Sienna! 90 00:04:15,439 --> 00:04:16,466 Sienna! 91 00:04:18,876 --> 00:04:19,911 Go. 92 00:04:29,421 --> 00:04:30,586 I went to the square. 93 00:04:30,587 --> 00:04:32,171 I don't think Cora's up there. 94 00:04:34,068 --> 00:04:35,604 So, she's on a bus to The Colonies? 95 00:04:38,459 --> 00:04:40,488 Have you been getting any messages at all? 96 00:04:42,885 --> 00:04:46,268 Anyone who knows anything is probably up on those gallows. 97 00:04:48,154 --> 00:04:49,502 Beth, refill. 98 00:04:49,503 --> 00:04:50,532 Coming. 99 00:04:52,652 --> 00:04:53,825 He's testing us. 100 00:04:55,253 --> 00:04:56,458 We're all disposable. 101 00:05:12,067 --> 00:05:14,275 Are Marthas supposed to be clean? 102 00:05:18,454 --> 00:05:21,811 Would you consider that a basic criteria for the job? 103 00:05:40,671 --> 00:05:41,686 Can I... 104 00:05:41,687 --> 00:05:43,322 get the door for you, sir? 105 00:05:43,673 --> 00:05:45,133 I don't know. Are you... 106 00:05:46,805 --> 00:05:48,585 capable of solving problems? 107 00:05:48,610 --> 00:05:51,834 Of making decisions? 108 00:05:55,031 --> 00:05:56,541 Do you know what the penalty is? 109 00:05:59,185 --> 00:06:02,425 For Handmaids who open front doors? 110 00:06:05,380 --> 00:06:06,984 I'm actually asking. 111 00:06:07,669 --> 00:06:08,708 I don't know. 112 00:06:11,250 --> 00:06:13,582 What do you think the penalty should be? 113 00:06:15,856 --> 00:06:17,028 What would be fair? 114 00:06:25,899 --> 00:06:27,829 Forget it, forget it. 115 00:06:32,042 --> 00:06:33,234 I guess you're not... 116 00:06:33,635 --> 00:06:34,656 capable. 117 00:06:43,870 --> 00:06:47,239 The shipment of females from Chicago arrived yesterday. 118 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:49,668 Well, we have needs in the agricultural Colonies. 119 00:06:49,669 --> 00:06:51,794 They're not worthy of The Colonies. 120 00:06:52,278 --> 00:06:54,031 I'm looking at a... 121 00:06:54,032 --> 00:06:56,258 utility maximization framework 122 00:06:56,259 --> 00:06:58,463 with a deteriorating labor supply. 123 00:06:58,464 --> 00:06:59,769 I need workers. 124 00:07:07,633 --> 00:07:08,864 Blessed be the fruit. 125 00:07:11,570 --> 00:07:12,764 May the Lord open. 126 00:07:13,823 --> 00:07:15,732 I hope you and Mrs. Waterford are well. 127 00:07:18,455 --> 00:07:19,472 Do you? 128 00:07:22,523 --> 00:07:23,652 Is Serena okay? 129 00:07:23,879 --> 00:07:26,373 Well, after what you put us through, 130 00:07:26,874 --> 00:07:28,039 I'm not sure. 131 00:07:28,247 --> 00:07:29,390 She's tough. 132 00:07:31,042 --> 00:07:32,114 She'll be okay. 133 00:07:38,263 --> 00:07:39,386 So. 134 00:07:39,676 --> 00:07:40,746 How is your... 135 00:07:41,245 --> 00:07:42,757 new house treating you? 136 00:07:43,458 --> 00:07:44,790 I pray that... 137 00:07:46,031 --> 00:07:48,597 God will make me worthy of my new Commander. 138 00:07:48,622 --> 00:07:49,901 Oh, I'm sure you'll... 139 00:07:50,469 --> 00:07:51,768 prove yourself. 140 00:07:52,778 --> 00:07:54,258 What do you know about him? 141 00:07:55,864 --> 00:07:56,964 He's... 142 00:07:56,989 --> 00:07:58,582 an interesting man. 143 00:08:00,444 --> 00:08:03,262 Instrumental in Gilead's creation. 144 00:08:03,263 --> 00:08:04,616 Our visionary. 145 00:08:06,470 --> 00:08:07,489 Mmm. 146 00:08:07,490 --> 00:08:08,572 What else? 147 00:08:12,665 --> 00:08:14,916 We've always found him a bit hard to read. 148 00:08:17,228 --> 00:08:18,436 Well, if you can't read him, 149 00:08:18,437 --> 00:08:19,825 I don't know who can. 150 00:08:22,658 --> 00:08:24,126 Lawrence is a survivor. 151 00:08:24,806 --> 00:08:25,942 Aren't we all, sir? 152 00:08:26,737 --> 00:08:29,971 He is particularly well suited to it. 153 00:08:32,329 --> 00:08:33,646 He's not sentimental, 154 00:08:33,647 --> 00:08:34,683 not like me. 155 00:08:36,742 --> 00:08:38,214 I never found you... 156 00:08:39,761 --> 00:08:42,127 overly sentimental, sir. 157 00:08:46,644 --> 00:08:47,911 You were merciful. 158 00:08:50,886 --> 00:08:52,399 You know, after everything... 159 00:08:53,721 --> 00:08:55,019 I'm still alive. 160 00:09:00,144 --> 00:09:02,683 I will always be grateful to you for that. 161 00:09:05,467 --> 00:09:07,506 But I am not in your house anymore. 162 00:09:10,346 --> 00:09:11,949 I need you to tell me 163 00:09:12,655 --> 00:09:14,019 anything about Lawrence 164 00:09:14,020 --> 00:09:15,613 that you think could help me. 165 00:09:20,440 --> 00:09:22,455 He does not like to be bored. 166 00:09:25,860 --> 00:09:27,157 But I guess you... 167 00:09:27,461 --> 00:09:28,688 knew that already. 168 00:09:31,464 --> 00:09:33,247 Blessed day, Commander Lawrence. 169 00:09:33,248 --> 00:09:35,071 It's a privilege to be in your home again. 170 00:09:36,387 --> 00:09:38,808 Yeah, I always hated commuting. 171 00:09:41,473 --> 00:09:43,044 You two know each other. 172 00:09:44,393 --> 00:09:45,461 Oh... 173 00:09:45,486 --> 00:09:46,516 Yes. 174 00:09:46,848 --> 00:09:48,761 You used to be Of... 175 00:09:49,877 --> 00:09:51,004 Fred. 176 00:09:52,056 --> 00:09:53,144 Do you miss it? 177 00:09:54,943 --> 00:09:56,050 Well... 178 00:09:56,051 --> 00:09:57,607 She's Ofjoseph now. 179 00:09:59,021 --> 00:10:00,151 I should let you go. 180 00:10:01,254 --> 00:10:02,349 Under His eye. 181 00:10:02,374 --> 00:10:03,409 Sure. 182 00:10:08,025 --> 00:10:09,057 You working hard? 183 00:10:16,659 --> 00:10:17,725 Yes. 184 00:10:18,726 --> 00:10:19,781 At what? 185 00:10:25,157 --> 00:10:26,395 You don't have to answer that. 186 00:10:54,886 --> 00:10:56,255 I'm not cold, Mom. 187 00:10:56,256 --> 00:10:57,782 Oh, yes, you are. 188 00:11:04,264 --> 00:11:06,917 Our prayer circle's coming to the house today. 189 00:11:09,155 --> 00:11:10,891 I'll try and stay out of your way. 190 00:11:10,892 --> 00:11:13,903 No. No, they all want to see you. 191 00:11:15,487 --> 00:11:17,020 What an honor for them. 192 00:11:18,567 --> 00:11:20,456 I don't want to hang out with your friends, Mom. 193 00:11:20,457 --> 00:11:22,620 You're an excellent conversationalist. 194 00:11:23,662 --> 00:11:25,243 It wouldn't be a real visit 195 00:11:25,244 --> 00:11:26,703 if I didn't get to show you off. 196 00:11:28,855 --> 00:11:30,355 I don't have any clothes. 197 00:11:33,448 --> 00:11:35,951 Mrs. Manning gave us a dress that she's outgrown. 198 00:11:38,777 --> 00:11:40,040 I think it will fit. 199 00:11:51,317 --> 00:11:52,635 This won't be too bad. 200 00:11:54,061 --> 00:11:55,682 I'm gonna take it up a bit. 201 00:11:56,997 --> 00:11:59,000 Fix that neckline. 202 00:12:02,775 --> 00:12:03,829 There you are. 203 00:12:05,275 --> 00:12:06,495 Praise be. 204 00:12:18,938 --> 00:12:20,109 You look beautiful. 205 00:12:26,753 --> 00:12:28,403 Lawrence wants you pouring the Commanders' drinks 206 00:12:28,427 --> 00:12:29,522 instead of me. 207 00:12:33,873 --> 00:12:35,071 Why? 208 00:12:36,135 --> 00:12:37,889 He said I wasn't pouring fast enough. 209 00:12:45,533 --> 00:12:47,637 Pages ten through 16 detail 210 00:12:47,638 --> 00:12:50,636 the expansion of our training facility in Fort Stevens. 211 00:12:51,337 --> 00:12:53,820 To support the troop surge in Chicago. 212 00:12:54,629 --> 00:12:56,038 Phase one of the surge. 213 00:12:57,183 --> 00:12:58,375 We need to prepare ourselves 214 00:12:58,400 --> 00:13:00,212 for more troop deployments down the line. 215 00:13:00,213 --> 00:13:01,531 One last measured push, 216 00:13:01,532 --> 00:13:02,812 and Chicago should roll up 217 00:13:02,813 --> 00:13:05,457 the last of the insurgent strongholds, no? 218 00:13:05,482 --> 00:13:07,020 The insurgency's contagious. 219 00:13:07,021 --> 00:13:08,714 We need to look at starting a steady, 220 00:13:08,739 --> 00:13:10,123 sustained bombing campaign. 221 00:13:10,124 --> 00:13:13,089 No, there is value to be mined there. 222 00:13:13,550 --> 00:13:15,385 Children, fertile women. 223 00:13:15,410 --> 00:13:16,460 Move on to the next. 224 00:13:18,024 --> 00:13:20,805 On page 17, you'll see a timeline 225 00:13:21,468 --> 00:13:23,921 depicting a series of district-wide Salvagings 226 00:13:23,946 --> 00:13:25,338 beginning next week. 227 00:13:25,539 --> 00:13:26,928 I thought we discussed 228 00:13:26,929 --> 00:13:28,330 sending them to The Colonies? 229 00:13:28,331 --> 00:13:29,934 The Colonies are a slap on the wrist. 230 00:13:29,935 --> 00:13:31,347 They are merely women. 231 00:13:31,348 --> 00:13:33,367 Women under the sway of terrorists. 232 00:13:34,092 --> 00:13:35,334 We don't want our own women 233 00:13:35,335 --> 00:13:36,996 becoming restless, do we? 234 00:13:39,401 --> 00:13:42,132 Salvagings are an effective tool of instruction. 235 00:13:42,133 --> 00:13:43,698 It's been too long since the last one. 236 00:13:44,764 --> 00:13:48,842 We know women can inflate their abilities and... 237 00:13:49,543 --> 00:13:51,553 think they belong in places... 238 00:13:51,928 --> 00:13:52,967 they don't. 239 00:13:53,772 --> 00:13:56,073 But they can also be put to use. 240 00:13:57,753 --> 00:13:59,092 And they can be fun. 241 00:14:00,335 --> 00:14:01,434 Ofjoseph? 242 00:14:03,761 --> 00:14:04,884 We're... 243 00:14:05,567 --> 00:14:08,853 puzzling out how to assess 244 00:14:09,336 --> 00:14:12,907 an individual's value in the world 245 00:14:12,908 --> 00:14:14,896 as it pertains to gender. 246 00:14:15,937 --> 00:14:17,558 Weren't you a book editor, 247 00:14:17,559 --> 00:14:18,596 once upon a time? 248 00:14:20,357 --> 00:14:21,382 Yes, sir. 249 00:14:23,932 --> 00:14:25,751 Are there any books on the topic? 250 00:14:25,752 --> 00:14:27,468 Yes, sir. 251 00:14:28,045 --> 00:14:29,098 Many. 252 00:14:29,123 --> 00:14:32,904 Sex Differences in Cognitive Abilities. 253 00:14:32,905 --> 00:14:35,037 The Descent of Man. 254 00:14:35,038 --> 00:14:36,113 An oldie but a goodie. 255 00:14:36,114 --> 00:14:38,329 That's... That's what you were thinking of, right? 256 00:14:38,330 --> 00:14:40,354 I think I have it here somewhere. 257 00:14:40,355 --> 00:14:42,997 Uh, would you get it for me? 258 00:14:43,910 --> 00:14:46,810 It's on top of the bookcase to the right of the door. 259 00:15:13,836 --> 00:15:14,893 Oh, the... 260 00:15:15,648 --> 00:15:16,953 stack on the left. 261 00:15:17,554 --> 00:15:19,050 Third book down. 262 00:15:19,051 --> 00:15:20,392 Yellow lettering. 263 00:15:31,754 --> 00:15:32,761 Good job. 264 00:15:59,756 --> 00:16:01,976 Is there anything else I can help you with, sir? 265 00:16:02,544 --> 00:16:03,580 No, I'm good. 266 00:16:06,063 --> 00:16:07,138 You're done. 267 00:16:20,764 --> 00:16:22,074 See? Women can be useful. 268 00:17:11,145 --> 00:17:13,058 Your mother has a lot of friends. 269 00:17:14,568 --> 00:17:16,913 She's an excellent conversationalist. 270 00:17:20,583 --> 00:17:22,144 I made something for you. 271 00:17:48,447 --> 00:17:49,453 Here. 272 00:18:05,329 --> 00:18:06,969 You will get through this, ma'am. 273 00:18:08,337 --> 00:18:09,423 By His hand. 274 00:18:10,696 --> 00:18:11,912 What's left of it. 275 00:18:19,147 --> 00:18:20,507 Though the Earth give way, 276 00:18:20,925 --> 00:18:23,002 though the mountains fall into the sea... 277 00:18:23,182 --> 00:18:25,334 God is our refuge and strength. 278 00:18:25,849 --> 00:18:27,075 Dear Lord, 279 00:18:27,663 --> 00:18:29,026 please heal my wife. 280 00:18:30,329 --> 00:18:31,928 For my beloved is mine 281 00:18:32,329 --> 00:18:33,491 and I am hers. 282 00:18:33,792 --> 00:18:35,986 God is our refuge and strength. 283 00:18:36,011 --> 00:18:38,321 And the Lord shall guide thee continually 284 00:18:38,558 --> 00:18:40,946 and satisfy thy soul in drought. 285 00:18:41,750 --> 00:18:43,354 Make fat thy bones. 286 00:18:43,355 --> 00:18:45,496 Show us Thy mercy, O Lord. 287 00:18:48,089 --> 00:18:49,720 Thank you for your prayers. 288 00:18:51,367 --> 00:18:53,188 Is anyone else in need of comfort? 289 00:18:57,337 --> 00:18:58,400 Serena? 290 00:19:19,277 --> 00:19:22,921 Dear Lord, Serena Joy has suffered a great loss. 291 00:19:23,425 --> 00:19:26,319 Please give her relief from her distress. 292 00:19:26,320 --> 00:19:27,466 Be merciful to her 293 00:19:27,491 --> 00:19:29,069 and hear her prayers. 294 00:19:29,330 --> 00:19:31,170 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted. 295 00:19:31,381 --> 00:19:33,950 He rescues those whose spirits are crushed. 296 00:19:33,975 --> 00:19:35,803 Psalm 6:2, please. 297 00:19:41,626 --> 00:19:43,183 Be merciful, O Lord, 298 00:19:44,225 --> 00:19:45,410 for I am faint. 299 00:19:51,181 --> 00:19:53,502 Heal me, O Lord, for my soul 300 00:19:53,770 --> 00:19:55,104 is in anguish. 301 00:19:58,362 --> 00:20:01,363 Dear Lord, we pray for the safe return of Serena's child. 302 00:20:02,379 --> 00:20:04,742 And we pray for her marriage to heal. 303 00:20:05,343 --> 00:20:07,112 For love is strong as death. 304 00:20:07,113 --> 00:20:08,772 Wives, submit yourselves 305 00:20:08,773 --> 00:20:11,254 unto your own husbands, as unto the Lord. 306 00:20:11,279 --> 00:20:13,231 For the husband is the head of the wife. 307 00:20:13,255 --> 00:20:15,621 Even as Christ is the head of the church, 308 00:20:15,730 --> 00:20:18,910 so let the Wives be to their own husbands in everything. 309 00:20:19,324 --> 00:20:20,734 Let every wife see 310 00:20:20,735 --> 00:20:22,542 that she revere her husband. 311 00:20:22,843 --> 00:20:24,870 This is the word of the Lord. 312 00:20:36,147 --> 00:20:37,762 When we first were married, 313 00:20:37,787 --> 00:20:40,961 I'd come home and open the door but just a crack. 314 00:20:41,762 --> 00:20:42,836 I'd wait. 315 00:20:43,851 --> 00:20:45,951 I'd listen for your footsteps. 316 00:20:48,338 --> 00:20:50,371 I'd push open the door a little more. 317 00:20:53,761 --> 00:20:55,544 I'd get a glimpse of your hair, 318 00:20:57,656 --> 00:20:59,109 long and loose. 319 00:21:02,747 --> 00:21:04,142 I'd... 320 00:21:04,143 --> 00:21:05,746 dole out to myself 321 00:21:05,747 --> 00:21:07,141 little helpings of you, 322 00:21:07,142 --> 00:21:08,482 like a kid with dessert. 323 00:21:13,674 --> 00:21:15,132 The kind of man I had become. 324 00:21:16,133 --> 00:21:18,762 Married to a woman like you. 325 00:21:18,763 --> 00:21:20,285 Coming home to you. 326 00:21:27,297 --> 00:21:28,701 Other men, I... 327 00:21:31,749 --> 00:21:32,928 ... felt sorry for. 328 00:21:32,929 --> 00:21:35,323 They had nothing to work for, 329 00:21:35,324 --> 00:21:36,617 nothing to fight for. 330 00:21:36,918 --> 00:21:38,433 They didn't get 331 00:21:39,534 --> 00:21:40,605 to have you. 332 00:21:46,001 --> 00:21:47,389 A Commander is... 333 00:21:49,742 --> 00:21:51,328 the head of the household. 334 00:21:51,329 --> 00:21:52,582 The house is... 335 00:21:54,344 --> 00:21:55,420 what he holds. 336 00:21:57,121 --> 00:21:58,427 To have and to hold, 337 00:21:58,743 --> 00:21:59,921 till death do us part. 338 00:22:02,318 --> 00:22:03,755 I may not be 339 00:22:05,310 --> 00:22:07,121 a perfect man but I... 340 00:22:10,324 --> 00:22:12,253 will try to be better. 341 00:22:21,057 --> 00:22:22,304 If I lose you, 342 00:22:24,922 --> 00:22:26,156 I lose everything. 343 00:22:27,747 --> 00:22:29,031 That sounds good. 344 00:22:30,281 --> 00:22:31,841 Would you like to run through it again? 345 00:22:37,672 --> 00:22:39,171 I compose myself. 346 00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:43,430 My self is a thing I must now compose 347 00:22:44,431 --> 00:22:46,140 as one composes a speech. 348 00:22:50,971 --> 00:22:52,499 I'm not proud of myself for this. 349 00:22:53,439 --> 00:22:54,552 Or for any of it. 350 00:22:59,872 --> 00:23:00,911 What? 351 00:23:14,688 --> 00:23:17,022 You think an accountant could make a good cook? 352 00:23:19,878 --> 00:23:20,940 Yes, sir. 353 00:23:24,047 --> 00:23:25,769 Binders full of women. 354 00:23:26,370 --> 00:23:28,050 I thought you might like some tea. 355 00:23:29,679 --> 00:23:30,779 Thanks. 356 00:23:32,043 --> 00:23:33,050 Long day? 357 00:23:33,851 --> 00:23:35,862 My work is just beginning. 358 00:23:35,863 --> 00:23:37,551 At least the people are gone. 359 00:23:39,653 --> 00:23:41,419 It's tiring having people around. 360 00:23:49,870 --> 00:23:51,651 Does it seem like that would be 361 00:23:51,652 --> 00:23:54,926 particularly difficult for someone like me? 362 00:23:55,864 --> 00:23:57,026 Oh, I don't really know 363 00:23:57,027 --> 00:23:59,033 what you're like, sir. 364 00:24:02,300 --> 00:24:04,902 Do you consider yourself good at managing people? 365 00:24:08,868 --> 00:24:11,401 Not particularly, no. 366 00:24:13,433 --> 00:24:15,603 You seem like you'd be good at making friends. 367 00:24:17,239 --> 00:24:19,246 Good at influencing people. 368 00:24:22,441 --> 00:24:23,904 Good at intimacy. 369 00:24:29,656 --> 00:24:31,300 Thank you. 370 00:24:40,814 --> 00:24:42,949 Did this really work on Fred? 371 00:24:45,658 --> 00:24:48,393 Not exactly an intellectual giant. 372 00:24:48,418 --> 00:24:50,885 But, then again, neither are you. 373 00:24:54,028 --> 00:24:55,956 Perhaps you don't know me well enough yet... 374 00:24:57,354 --> 00:24:58,377 sir. 375 00:24:59,319 --> 00:25:00,603 Here's what I don't get. 376 00:25:01,457 --> 00:25:02,672 If women don't want 377 00:25:02,673 --> 00:25:04,742 to be defined by their bodies, 378 00:25:05,043 --> 00:25:06,667 why are they always using them 379 00:25:06,668 --> 00:25:07,872 to get what they want? 380 00:25:07,873 --> 00:25:09,136 Maybe they aren't. 381 00:25:09,161 --> 00:25:11,392 Maybe men are just too easily distracted. 382 00:25:17,180 --> 00:25:18,466 Speaking of the Waterfords, 383 00:25:18,467 --> 00:25:20,451 you really mucked up that house, 384 00:25:20,452 --> 00:25:21,453 didn't you? 385 00:25:21,654 --> 00:25:22,956 Had Fred demoted, 386 00:25:23,657 --> 00:25:25,462 Serena defingered, 387 00:25:25,463 --> 00:25:26,799 baby baby-napped. 388 00:25:28,457 --> 00:25:31,937 You left the place literally in ashes. 389 00:25:33,214 --> 00:25:35,222 Do you think they got what they deserved? 390 00:25:35,659 --> 00:25:38,204 No one in Gilead gets what they deserve, sir. 391 00:25:39,141 --> 00:25:40,782 How could they not realize how... 392 00:25:41,753 --> 00:25:43,461 transactional you are? 393 00:25:43,665 --> 00:25:45,031 I did what I had to do. 394 00:25:45,640 --> 00:25:47,948 You think if you get me to like you, I'll help you? 395 00:25:48,853 --> 00:25:51,179 I think that you might try. 396 00:25:53,677 --> 00:25:55,574 I think you might try to do the right thing. 397 00:25:58,463 --> 00:26:00,369 What do you know about the right thing? 398 00:26:00,394 --> 00:26:02,493 I know you helped Emily escape with that baby. 399 00:26:04,033 --> 00:26:05,855 And I know you let the Marthas run 400 00:26:05,880 --> 00:26:07,620 a resistance network out of your house. 401 00:26:08,870 --> 00:26:11,030 You have to let the rabble-rousers 402 00:26:11,031 --> 00:26:12,449 blow off a little steam 403 00:26:12,450 --> 00:26:14,556 or they'll smash everything to bits. 404 00:26:18,038 --> 00:26:20,031 Do you want to know why 405 00:26:20,032 --> 00:26:21,364 I helped Emily? 406 00:26:21,365 --> 00:26:22,861 I think you felt guilty. 407 00:26:24,299 --> 00:26:25,640 I think you felt sorry for her. 408 00:26:25,641 --> 00:26:27,823 You want me to feel guilty and sorry for you? 409 00:26:27,824 --> 00:26:28,856 Do you? 410 00:26:34,592 --> 00:26:36,031 I helped Emily... 411 00:26:38,241 --> 00:26:40,871 because she is unnaturally smart 412 00:26:41,848 --> 00:26:44,263 and could be useful to the world 413 00:26:45,050 --> 00:26:46,224 one day. 414 00:26:46,876 --> 00:26:48,891 If you were smart, you would have gotten on that truck. 415 00:26:48,915 --> 00:26:50,374 You know why I couldn't. 416 00:26:50,399 --> 00:26:51,881 I think I care more about 417 00:26:51,882 --> 00:26:53,359 your daughter than you do. 418 00:26:54,447 --> 00:26:55,892 I'm saving the planet for her. 419 00:26:56,658 --> 00:26:57,954 I'm replenishing 420 00:26:58,657 --> 00:27:01,267 the human race for her. 421 00:27:01,351 --> 00:27:02,351 What are you doing? 422 00:27:02,376 --> 00:27:04,173 I am trying to be her mother! 423 00:27:04,198 --> 00:27:05,326 She has a mother. 424 00:27:06,042 --> 00:27:07,618 You met Mrs. Mackenzie. 425 00:27:07,871 --> 00:27:08,874 She's a lovely woman. 426 00:27:08,875 --> 00:27:11,470 She never stole anybody's husband. 427 00:27:11,884 --> 00:27:13,570 Do you know that she organized 428 00:27:13,595 --> 00:27:15,778 a thousand food baskets for orphans 429 00:27:15,779 --> 00:27:17,750 in Africa back when there were orphans? 430 00:27:17,775 --> 00:27:19,844 What did you ever do to help anyone? 431 00:27:20,548 --> 00:27:22,263 Except edit esoteric, 432 00:27:22,464 --> 00:27:24,178 useless books that no one 433 00:27:24,203 --> 00:27:26,437 was ever gonna read instead of 434 00:27:26,438 --> 00:27:29,406 picking up your sick daughter from school. 435 00:27:37,044 --> 00:27:38,064 Useless. 436 00:27:48,870 --> 00:27:51,480 You wrote esoteric books. 437 00:27:52,785 --> 00:27:53,820 You did that. 438 00:27:57,156 --> 00:27:58,253 God. 439 00:27:59,030 --> 00:28:00,513 It must be scary. 440 00:28:02,414 --> 00:28:03,441 Huh? 441 00:28:03,442 --> 00:28:05,262 Seeing the numbers on those spreadsheets 442 00:28:05,263 --> 00:28:06,885 turn into real people? 443 00:28:06,886 --> 00:28:08,936 Real people being executed? 444 00:28:09,766 --> 00:28:12,858 Knowing that if no one had read your books, 445 00:28:12,883 --> 00:28:15,025 we would all be better off. 446 00:28:15,026 --> 00:28:17,733 It must be hell being a man like that. 447 00:28:19,248 --> 00:28:21,248 Far worse than useless. 448 00:28:23,055 --> 00:28:24,734 You know what I get it. 449 00:28:25,312 --> 00:28:28,108 I get why you would do this. 450 00:28:28,133 --> 00:28:31,276 I suppose you would hole yourself up in a house like this, 451 00:28:31,491 --> 00:28:33,240 playing games with people's heads, 452 00:28:33,241 --> 00:28:36,028 doing a good deed or two every once in a while, 453 00:28:36,029 --> 00:28:38,068 so that you can fucking sleep at night. 454 00:28:50,449 --> 00:28:52,282 How tempting it is to... 455 00:28:55,271 --> 00:28:57,868 invent a humanity... 456 00:29:02,021 --> 00:29:03,423 for anyone at all. 457 00:29:11,671 --> 00:29:12,913 Come on. 458 00:29:19,446 --> 00:29:20,950 Let's take a drive. 459 00:30:44,525 --> 00:30:47,622 There will be no Salvagings. 460 00:30:49,469 --> 00:30:51,650 They're bound for The Colonies tomorrow. 461 00:30:55,253 --> 00:30:56,683 So they'll die anyways? 462 00:30:57,049 --> 00:30:58,927 All save five. 463 00:30:59,265 --> 00:31:00,594 I was able to... 464 00:31:01,459 --> 00:31:04,718 requisition five to serve as Marthas. 465 00:31:06,241 --> 00:31:07,305 Good for you. 466 00:31:07,990 --> 00:31:09,592 Five is better than none. 467 00:31:09,617 --> 00:31:11,035 Make them all Marthas. 468 00:31:11,036 --> 00:31:13,055 We only have five openings. 469 00:31:26,641 --> 00:31:27,879 You get to choose... 470 00:31:29,230 --> 00:31:30,804 who is worthy 471 00:31:31,259 --> 00:31:32,686 of becoming a Martha. 472 00:31:39,330 --> 00:31:40,879 You'll have all the information you need. 473 00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:42,848 Names, ages, occupations, 474 00:31:42,849 --> 00:31:44,803 academic attainments, 475 00:31:45,124 --> 00:31:46,403 moral stains. 476 00:31:48,247 --> 00:31:49,333 That's dumb. 477 00:31:51,107 --> 00:31:53,983 Who gets to define morality? 478 00:31:55,249 --> 00:31:57,232 Just choose the best people for the job. 479 00:32:02,436 --> 00:32:03,446 No. 480 00:32:03,747 --> 00:32:05,137 I thought you might enjoy 481 00:32:05,871 --> 00:32:07,995 being useful, for once. 482 00:32:10,214 --> 00:32:11,623 None of them deserves to die. 483 00:32:13,158 --> 00:32:14,366 What if I told you, 484 00:32:14,391 --> 00:32:15,890 if you don't choose, they all die? 485 00:32:24,872 --> 00:32:27,637 I am not responsible for their deaths. 486 00:32:28,038 --> 00:32:29,242 You are. 487 00:32:29,243 --> 00:32:30,360 Gilead is. 488 00:32:31,142 --> 00:32:32,847 A technical distinction 489 00:32:33,248 --> 00:32:35,269 that won't mean anything to these women. 490 00:32:35,870 --> 00:32:37,392 But I can see it's important to you. 491 00:32:39,406 --> 00:32:41,566 And that's more important than anything else, isn't it? 492 00:32:44,578 --> 00:32:46,220 I'm not doing it. 493 00:32:50,030 --> 00:32:51,240 I won't. 494 00:32:56,244 --> 00:32:57,500 Close it. 495 00:33:29,625 --> 00:33:30,626 Oh! 496 00:33:30,627 --> 00:33:32,652 Oh, you're all wet. 497 00:33:34,342 --> 00:33:36,978 You've gotten too used to the mild climate in the city. 498 00:33:38,100 --> 00:33:40,818 She's forgotten how we must battle the elements out here. 499 00:33:41,419 --> 00:33:43,644 Why don't you go upstairs, dear, and change? 500 00:33:43,845 --> 00:33:44,870 I'm fine. 501 00:33:44,871 --> 00:33:46,442 You need to get out of those wet things. 502 00:33:46,466 --> 00:33:47,620 No, I'm fine. 503 00:33:47,621 --> 00:33:50,000 Let Clara fix you some warm pumpkin soup. 504 00:33:51,001 --> 00:33:52,671 Clara, can you please excuse us? 505 00:34:01,412 --> 00:34:04,192 I really wish that you hadn't invited those people over. 506 00:34:04,193 --> 00:34:05,407 I'm sorry, dear. 507 00:34:05,408 --> 00:34:06,853 You told them everything about me 508 00:34:06,854 --> 00:34:08,230 and about my marriage. 509 00:34:08,231 --> 00:34:09,333 You're right. 510 00:34:09,696 --> 00:34:11,203 I shouldn't have done that. 511 00:34:11,204 --> 00:34:12,328 Why did you do it? 512 00:34:13,617 --> 00:34:14,811 Now that I know, I... 513 00:34:15,012 --> 00:34:16,118 won't do it again. 514 00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:20,901 What can I make you to eat, dear? 515 00:34:21,636 --> 00:34:22,658 Stop it! 516 00:34:24,145 --> 00:34:25,940 You want me to go back to Fred. 517 00:34:27,199 --> 00:34:28,840 I only want you to be happy. 518 00:34:30,121 --> 00:34:32,315 I need you to know what it was like between us... 519 00:34:32,340 --> 00:34:33,409 No. 520 00:34:33,908 --> 00:34:35,457 And the things that we did. 521 00:34:35,458 --> 00:34:36,585 Those things are private. 522 00:34:36,610 --> 00:34:38,294 That's because you don't want to know. 523 00:34:38,295 --> 00:34:39,905 Because none of it matters. 524 00:34:45,611 --> 00:34:46,743 Look at you, 525 00:34:48,637 --> 00:34:50,457 all the gifts you've been given. 526 00:34:51,631 --> 00:34:53,420 But you need everything to be 527 00:34:53,421 --> 00:34:55,652 exactly how you want. 528 00:34:56,847 --> 00:34:58,073 A spoiled little girl. 529 00:35:05,209 --> 00:35:06,594 I'm sorry. 530 00:35:08,757 --> 00:35:10,006 You know there's no place 531 00:35:10,007 --> 00:35:11,736 in this world for you without Fred. 532 00:35:30,990 --> 00:35:32,617 You need to take a deep breath 533 00:35:32,618 --> 00:35:34,084 and see things. 534 00:35:34,689 --> 00:35:36,025 You're a beautiful woman. 535 00:35:36,631 --> 00:35:37,835 And Fred, 536 00:35:37,836 --> 00:35:39,150 you and Fred together, 537 00:35:40,017 --> 00:35:41,066 the Waterfords? 538 00:35:43,826 --> 00:35:45,215 What a fine couple. 539 00:35:45,240 --> 00:35:47,000 That doesn't mean anything. 540 00:35:47,001 --> 00:35:48,045 It can. 541 00:35:49,993 --> 00:35:52,228 It can mean everything, if you let it. 542 00:35:52,454 --> 00:35:53,889 Oh, God. 543 00:35:54,265 --> 00:35:56,522 Stop, Serena. Enough drama! 544 00:35:59,417 --> 00:36:00,817 It's the worst thing in the world 545 00:36:00,818 --> 00:36:02,442 to watch your child in pain. 546 00:36:04,989 --> 00:36:07,282 The worst pain any mother could bear. 547 00:36:10,452 --> 00:36:11,938 No, it isn't. 548 00:36:14,596 --> 00:36:15,627 What? 549 00:36:15,958 --> 00:36:17,647 It's not the worst. 550 00:36:20,626 --> 00:36:21,832 It might help you to stop 551 00:36:21,833 --> 00:36:23,298 indulging those feelings. 552 00:36:23,999 --> 00:36:25,158 The self-pity. 553 00:36:30,642 --> 00:36:32,137 You gave that baby away. 554 00:36:38,525 --> 00:36:40,009 And it wasn't even yours. 555 00:36:44,999 --> 00:36:46,716 I'm going to draw you a hot bath. 556 00:36:48,818 --> 00:36:50,087 A hot bath will help. 557 00:37:21,870 --> 00:37:22,978 Hi. 558 00:37:24,271 --> 00:37:25,326 Hey. 559 00:37:28,660 --> 00:37:29,884 You're not here for me. 560 00:37:49,195 --> 00:37:50,256 How did this happen? 561 00:37:51,499 --> 00:37:52,642 It was my due. 562 00:37:53,443 --> 00:37:54,939 So you're a Commander now and 563 00:37:54,939 --> 00:37:56,134 you can go get Hannah. 564 00:37:56,135 --> 00:37:57,168 You can get me out. 565 00:37:59,574 --> 00:38:00,600 I'm sorry. 566 00:38:00,937 --> 00:38:01,959 Why? 567 00:38:02,136 --> 00:38:03,319 Why can't you? 568 00:38:03,320 --> 00:38:05,140 Is there something wrong with Lawrence? 569 00:38:05,141 --> 00:38:06,668 Lawrence is a psychopath. 570 00:38:07,925 --> 00:38:09,363 What do you know about him? 571 00:38:09,827 --> 00:38:10,940 I don't know anything. 572 00:38:10,941 --> 00:38:13,237 - Can you find out? - Not really. 573 00:38:13,538 --> 00:38:14,622 He's too high up. 574 00:38:14,623 --> 00:38:15,789 What can you do? 575 00:38:17,835 --> 00:38:19,230 Can you do anything? 576 00:38:20,191 --> 00:38:21,705 What are you good for? 577 00:38:23,330 --> 00:38:24,642 I'm getting deployed. 578 00:38:26,544 --> 00:38:27,697 To the front. 579 00:38:29,440 --> 00:38:30,542 Chicago. 580 00:38:33,551 --> 00:38:34,894 You'll get killed. 581 00:38:36,676 --> 00:38:38,152 I wanted to say goodbye. 582 00:38:40,925 --> 00:38:41,966 Goodbye. 583 00:40:02,023 --> 00:40:04,060 You have a visitor in the parlor. 584 00:40:43,352 --> 00:40:44,723 Blessed be the fruit. 585 00:40:46,476 --> 00:40:47,484 Hi. 586 00:40:57,677 --> 00:40:58,895 How are you? 587 00:41:01,398 --> 00:41:02,434 Serena? 588 00:41:06,932 --> 00:41:08,301 Do you think about her? 589 00:41:15,748 --> 00:41:16,828 Every minute. 590 00:41:21,637 --> 00:41:22,974 How do you stop? 591 00:41:49,913 --> 00:41:51,256 How do you remember her? 592 00:41:54,138 --> 00:41:55,215 How do you see her? 593 00:41:58,022 --> 00:41:59,125 In the bath. 594 00:42:03,530 --> 00:42:04,904 She loved the water. 595 00:42:07,965 --> 00:42:09,302 She's gonna be a swimmer. 596 00:42:12,003 --> 00:42:14,034 Remember how she used to raise her hand? 597 00:42:17,550 --> 00:42:19,120 It's like she had a point to make. 598 00:42:21,005 --> 00:42:22,682 That's the politician in her. 599 00:42:25,325 --> 00:42:27,550 I think she gets that from you. 600 00:42:31,327 --> 00:42:32,692 She isn't mine. 601 00:42:34,773 --> 00:42:35,886 Serena, 602 00:42:38,927 --> 00:42:41,081 only a mother could do what you did. 603 00:42:47,949 --> 00:42:49,347 If you can just think... 604 00:42:52,924 --> 00:42:54,329 If you can just think about 605 00:42:54,330 --> 00:42:56,178 all the other mothers 606 00:42:57,915 --> 00:42:58,981 who have... 607 00:43:02,546 --> 00:43:04,972 Who have had their children taken away from them. 608 00:43:10,127 --> 00:43:11,156 Like you. 609 00:43:16,367 --> 00:43:18,535 There has to be something we can do. 610 00:43:22,678 --> 00:43:24,301 That isn't why I came here. 611 00:43:24,910 --> 00:43:26,359 We can help each other. 612 00:43:27,949 --> 00:43:29,145 We cannot count on them. 613 00:43:32,489 --> 00:43:33,871 They hate us, Serena. 614 00:43:37,672 --> 00:43:39,339 They are not on our side. 615 00:43:42,126 --> 00:43:43,214 I tried. 616 00:43:43,415 --> 00:43:45,847 You have to try harder. 617 00:43:45,872 --> 00:43:46,905 Um... 618 00:43:46,930 --> 00:43:48,502 I'm not that person anymore. 619 00:43:49,751 --> 00:43:51,103 You're scared. 620 00:43:55,106 --> 00:43:56,203 Use it. 621 00:44:07,558 --> 00:44:10,015 Maybe we're stronger than we think we are. 622 00:44:32,320 --> 00:44:37,917 ♪ How does it feel to be completely unreal ♪ 623 00:44:39,344 --> 00:44:43,223 ♪ How does it feel to be a voter ♪ 624 00:44:46,568 --> 00:44:52,190 ♪ How does it feel to be a voluntary heel ♪ 625 00:44:54,913 --> 00:44:58,761 ♪ I wonder who's it is ♪ 626 00:44:58,762 --> 00:44:59,905 I made my choices. 627 00:45:00,815 --> 00:45:02,767 ♪ I see you queuing up outside ♪ 628 00:45:02,768 --> 00:45:04,551 There was a time when women 629 00:45:04,552 --> 00:45:05,693 were able to choose. 630 00:45:05,694 --> 00:45:09,245 ♪ Saint Peter's gate ♪ 631 00:45:09,246 --> 00:45:10,932 "We were a society dying", 632 00:45:10,933 --> 00:45:12,039 Aunt Lydia would say, 633 00:45:12,740 --> 00:45:13,936 "of too much choice". 634 00:45:15,137 --> 00:45:17,745 "We know the sacrifices you are expected to make", 635 00:45:17,746 --> 00:45:18,775 she'd say. 636 00:45:19,776 --> 00:45:21,484 "It is hard when men revile you". 637 00:45:29,537 --> 00:45:35,132 ♪ How does it feel to be out on your own ♪ 638 00:45:36,333 --> 00:45:40,829 ♪ How does it feel to be thinking ♪ 639 00:45:43,330 --> 00:45:49,098 ♪ And how does it feel to be out on the run ♪ 640 00:45:50,931 --> 00:45:54,657 ♪ With the mindless world at your heels ♪ 641 00:45:54,658 --> 00:45:56,128 We have five new Marthas 642 00:45:56,129 --> 00:45:57,260 for the Resistance: 643 00:45:57,661 --> 00:45:59,557 an engineer, an IT tech, 644 00:45:59,558 --> 00:46:01,034 a journalist, a lawyer, 645 00:46:01,543 --> 00:46:02,649 and a thief. 646 00:46:03,150 --> 00:46:04,249 How do you know? 647 00:46:05,350 --> 00:46:06,676 I chose them. 648 00:46:06,977 --> 00:46:09,140 ♪ Cos they got me so high tied I feel ♪ 649 00:46:09,141 --> 00:46:12,551 ♪ Like most of me has died ♪ 650 00:46:12,552 --> 00:46:13,644 Upstairs now. 651 00:46:13,645 --> 00:46:15,243 Eleanor's sheets need changing. 652 00:46:16,344 --> 00:46:17,980 ♪ And it's real ♪ 653 00:46:17,981 --> 00:46:19,100 Hey, Sienna. 654 00:46:22,782 --> 00:46:24,316 We survived another day. 655 00:46:25,989 --> 00:46:31,550 ♪ And outside on the dragon ♪ 656 00:46:31,551 --> 00:46:36,232 ♪ And inside in the cold ♪ 657 00:46:36,233 --> 00:46:38,205 Mother, I think, 658 00:46:38,650 --> 00:46:39,774 wherever you may be, 659 00:46:40,921 --> 00:46:42,098 can you hear me? 660 00:46:43,341 --> 00:46:45,508 ♪ Daddy's just getting old ♪ 661 00:46:45,509 --> 00:46:47,368 You wanted a women's culture. 662 00:46:48,946 --> 00:46:50,582 Well, now there is one. 663 00:46:51,788 --> 00:46:52,964 It isn't what you meant, 664 00:46:53,918 --> 00:46:55,075 but it exists. 665 00:46:58,376 --> 00:47:05,175 ♪ Please let me in I have no sin ♪ 666 00:47:07,941 --> 00:47:10,179 ♪ but you know I'm not real ♪ 667 00:47:16,909 --> 00:47:22,656 ♪ And how does it feel with a white flag in your fist ♪ 668 00:47:23,757 --> 00:47:28,449 ♪ How does it feel to have two faces ♪ 669 00:47:30,543 --> 00:47:34,421 ♪ How does it feel with your God ♪ 670 00:47:34,446 --> 00:47:37,149 ♪ strapped to your wrist ♪ 671 00:47:37,150 --> 00:47:42,347 ♪ And him leading you such a chase ♪ 672 00:47:42,348 --> 00:47:43,546 And here's what we do. 673 00:47:45,035 --> 00:47:46,130 We watch them. 674 00:47:46,913 --> 00:47:48,004 The men. 675 00:47:48,505 --> 00:47:49,546 We study them. 676 00:47:50,547 --> 00:47:51,645 We feed them. 677 00:47:52,546 --> 00:47:53,612 We please them. 678 00:47:55,018 --> 00:47:56,447 We can make them feel strong 679 00:47:57,648 --> 00:47:58,750 or weak. 680 00:47:59,495 --> 00:48:00,712 We know them that well. 681 00:48:02,953 --> 00:48:04,654 We know their worst nightmares. 682 00:48:08,258 --> 00:48:09,738 And, with a bit of practice, 683 00:48:10,939 --> 00:48:12,057 that's what we'll become. 684 00:48:13,346 --> 00:48:14,431 Nightmares. 685 00:48:15,532 --> 00:48:16,648 One day, 686 00:48:17,349 --> 00:48:18,449 when we're ready, 687 00:48:19,550 --> 00:48:20,810 we're coming for you. 688 00:48:23,332 --> 00:48:24,531 Just wait. 689 00:48:28,420 --> 00:48:33,420 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com -